~The Choc Addict's Addiction Secret~

~Best thingz in my life~

2008-10-24T12:25:00.000-07:00

waves of sunlight at sunset

~eating a refrigerated kinder bueno
~eating my favourite chocolate cake
~eating belgium chocolate ice cream from haagen dazs
~watching a sky litted up by dreamy goldenlight
~feeling the wind
~running over meadows
~blowing dandelions
~chasing flying dandelions
~gazing upon the night sky peppered with stars
~ wishing upon stars
~laughing with friends
~receiving hugs
~receiving presents
~gushing over the latest songs
~sharing secretz
~falling in luv

Thoughts on a rainy day...

2008-10-24T07:53:00.000-07:00

as i've mentioned in my other post that i was exceptionally fine over my boyfriend or perhaps now my EX-boyfriend.... however....as the day drew on...... dark gloomy clouds hung in the sky and it soon stared pouring....... sunny-grandpa was crying for all the broken hearts out there...... so i started getting all emo-ish.... again....... as i thought about the 1st few mths into my relationship.....it was so sweet..........so real..........as if it could actually last........ even if not forever for at least a year..... so once more i called sin yin to go jog with me though it was actually drizzling quite heavily....as we jogged with earphones stuffed into our ears i started telling her bout my feelings and thoughts bout the break-up.....

luis told me before bout this girl who was living with him(the story of how she came to live with him is complicated and shall nt be mentioned)..........yessica is her name....... anywayz.......he admitted to me that he likes her during our mini break-up about a month ago but he said because of me he didn't go after her.......and she told me that she was going to move out cause she felt bad to me as she loved him too.........sooo.....i was just thinking....if he really gt together with her now........if he appears on her doorstep and tells her about his undying love for her, i'm sure she'd be really happy........i can actually picture her happy face as she embraces him, feeling warm, loved as tears of joy stream down her face cause she knows that he's hers now...... and i feel happy for her though there's still a slight pang of sadness in me....

as i step into my room...i think...'this is where i'd dreamt of him and all the possibilities that were in store'

no matter what.....one day i'm gonna meet him....cz i wanna meet the guy that i loved and who also loved me.... who knows?? maybe we'll fall in love again.....

i realized that i don't love him as much too..... in fact.... i think david archuleta's 'crush' is coming true for me..... that day......after speaking to han hui on the phone.....i felt something deep inside.... honestly speaking, i'm pretty excited in what the future holds for me and i await with great anticipation....

when you come to think of it......why be sad over a break-up?? in the 1st place he's definitely NOT mr. right or we both would have worked out.....so i'll keep on searching for the one who'll cherish the love i give him.....

thanks to the influence of sin yin.....i now feel like all these love, relationships are all a game......and I'll be sure to choose a dangerous mode..... after all.....that is the fun in life is it not??

To Luis Alberto Lagos Collado, THANKZ FOR THE MEMORIES!! We shall meet again!! I swearz!! XD

*No one can truly love me except he who understands the deepest core of my heart*

~Choc addict~

My fantastic break-up

2008-10-24T07:35:00.000-07:00

today..... woei yee told me........that..........luis lagos.........my boyfriend of like 4 mths??....... confessed to her that he doesnt have the slightest feeling for me anymore....... at 1st i was kinda emo so i was running round the field with sin yin in tow(she's my comfort lump) and i felt better..........by recess i was actually extremely delighted because i was still happy eventhough we're sure to break up the next time he onlines......i was running around goin up to random people and shouting "i'm happeeeeeee!!!!!" while singing(loudly) strips of 'so what' by pinks as passer-bys look on with sneers on their faces probably thinking wtf is this girl doing??!!!

yeaaaaa i may look inoccent buuuuut....... you seriously do not want to be near me when i'm hyper!!!! because i'd be seriously 100% insane!!! (it occurs extremely frequently)

who cares??? as long as i'm happppee!!!!!

my longest relationship....... aikz...... XD.............

Me swearz to....

2008-10-24T07:21:00.000-07:00

i've always said.... i swear to do this..... i swear to do that........ but never fulfilled even 50% of what i promise.......howeverrr listen up people and be my witness.......

on the 23rd of October 2008, Thursday Me SWEARZ to excersize at least 3 times a week!!!!!!!!

The account:
My mum's friend whos word can be trusted came to visit us yesterday and she said....... she said.... she said the F-word!!!! .......... she said...........that ME is FAT already!!!!!!! i was so freakin shocked..... and my egoistical part obviously can't handle such an insult though it's the truth so i instantly picked up the phone... called sin yin and shouted for her to jog with me....... thank goodness she was kind enough to agree so yea....we jogged for 1 hr.....

The contract:
Me will have to lose weight by 30th November 2008 cause it's my cousin's wedding and i wanna look HOT not like a POT!!!!!!!!!!!!

FOUND : Long Lost Friend

2008-10-24T07:01:00.000-07:00

i was online today around 11pm when i suddenly saw the girlfriend of my best friend online.... as i've not contacted him at all for a year i started asking her lots of stuff about him and she just threw me his new number... before i proceed let me introduce him to you..

i met Han Hui in a programme called novitiate in 2006 and well we just started talking... by the way...he has a really perfect body... tanned, muscular, abs.... too bad he's staying in kelantan.... and he's just 1 yr my senior!!!! =(......he's real nice too!!!

anyway back on topic.... i called him (11.30pm) and omgeeeee he recognized my voice!!!! i was so touched!!! XD...... we were talking for 1/2 hr and i felt so elated!!! he said he might be coming to kl for college next yr and then i'll gt to meet him again!!!!!! i'm actually very very excited!! for those who has a far-away best friend you'd probably understand me.....

i can't waaaaait......

Do you wanna die of laughter??

2008-09-27T03:23:00.000-07:00

My english course had this joke telling session and here are some of the jokes that were really very entertaining.

I found out that one can really really dies of laughter.

!!WARNING!!

Some contents may not be suitable for those below 13 and I apologize should any of the jokes offend you.

A little boy wrote a note to santa saying, 'I want a little brother.' Santa wrote back a note saying, 'Send me your mother.'

3 guys, a normal guy, a sportsman and a genius were betting to see which one of them can make this particular girl moan the loudest. The 1st man made the girl moan quite loud. The sportsman made the girl moan louder but when it came to the genius' turn, the girl screamed. Out of curiosity, the 1st guy and the sportsman asked him, "What did you do that made her scream??" The genius replied,"Sometimes you have to use your head."

A mother tried to wake her son up for school. However, he doesn't wanna go.

Mum : Give me 2 good reasons why don't you want to go.

Son : Because all the students hate me and all the teachers hate me.

Mum : That's not a good enough reason.

Son : Now it's your turn to tell me 2 good reasons why I have to go to school.

Mum : 1st is because you're 50yrs old and 2nd because you're the
principal of the school.

A kid held a party at his home. When it was over, his mum asked him to clean the floor. So, he used a cake to scrub the floor. His mum was very angry and asked him why did he do such a thing and he replied, " Cos it's a sponge cake."

2 shaolin monks were meditating in the forest. Suddenly, an ang mo lang came to them and requested them to show him their magical powers. The 1st monk crossed a big river in 6 steps and the ang mo lang was really impressed. The 2nd monk crossed the river in just 3 steps and the ang mo lang was even more impressed. He then asked them if he could try crossing the river in the same fashion also and they replied yes. However he fell into the river with a huge splash. The 1st monk turned to the 2nd monk and asked, "Don't you think we should tell him where the rocks are?"

Ah beng : Ah lian ah! I bought this car very good one! Go fast fast the
orang polis also cannot catch!

Ah lian : Really ar?? Can I try to drive it or not ar?

Ah beng : Surelah.

Ah lian got into the driver's seat and Ah beng got into the passenger seat. However, the moment Ah lian started driving, the car reversed and crashed into a lamp post behind.

Ah beng : Why you so stupid one?!!

Ah lian : Sorrylah. I don't know mah. I thought the R gear is for racing
mah.

A teacher realized that her student wasnt paying attention in her class, so she called him out and ask him to join two sentences.

1. I was cycling to school.
2. I saw a dead body as I passed a cemetery.

The boy thought for awhile and replied.

"I saw a dead body cycling to school as I passed a cemetery."

A guy who was in love and his friend came to the house of the girl he wanted to woo. The girl's father caught them, and told them to go and pick 10 fruits. So, they went their separate ways. The guy in love returned shortly with 10 cherries. The girl's father told him to stuff those cherries up his arse without laughing or he would shoot him. As he just sucessfully stuffed the 9th cherry, he laughed and was shot by the girl's dad. In hell, the devil asked, " Why did you laugh when you were so close to winning?" The guy replied, " I saw my friend returning with 10 durians."

This guy, went into a pub and ordered 6 big glasses of beer.

Bar tender : What's wrong??

Guy : I just found out that my elder brother's gay.

The next day, the guy returned again and ordered another 6 big glasses of beer.

Bar tender : What's wrong this time??

Guy : I just found out that my younger brother's gay.

The 3rd day, the guy returned again and ordered another 6 big glasses of beer.

Bar tender : Doesn't anyone in your family loves a woman??!!

Guy : I just found out that my wife does.

What is the similarity of a sperm and the mayonnaise?
They're both lady's choice.

A japanese lady, a frenchman and Sammyvelu climbed to the top of Mt. Everest. When they reached the top, they had to show a part of their body that represents their country.

The Japanese lady showed her breasts and said, Mt. Fuji.

The Frenchman pulled down his pants and said, Eifel Tower.

Sammyvelu pulled down his pants, showed his arsehole and said, Batu caves.

If you didn't die laughing then too bad. But if you did......... CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hope you enjoyed it!!

desert anyone??

2008-09-05T08:10:00.000-07:00

when desert is mentioned, most people would want some lovely pudding or perhaps a scoop of tantalizing ice-cream.........as for me........ the most perfect desert will be a truly hot guy with the sexiest bod of 6-pack abs!!!!!

look...... i have my own personal hot guy in my class that i can oggle at....... lucky arent i?? =D

however......as my perfect body deserves better...i've decided to go for the spanish/italian/french kind of guys........better still...... football guys......

oh....you'll go *EEEWWW* and sure you're right they may stink with all those workouts but there's such thing as a deodorant right???......and soap.......

3 heart throbs

he's wonderful.........yummy....AND experienced in bed but....know
what??...he's GAY!!!!!!!! *sobz*

steven....gerard... *crosses list*....he's MARRIED!!!!!

AHA!!!!!!!!! *smilez triumphantly*

single...rich....bloody sexy guy that I can consume...... and YES!! he's mine!! DAVID BENTLEY!!!! WATCH OUT! HERE I COME!!!!

however......hahaz..... maybe i'll just keep him as reserve for the moment..... cause i've got another......who's.....

1. spanish-looking

2. smart

3. hot i guess

4. real nice

5. plays for the venezuela football team

and he's none other than my current boyfriend!!! XD...

~girls!!! there are tons of guys out there.... make your pick...... when you're hungry for some delicious... mouth-watering... ravenous...... desert...~

Single mums....are they dumb??

2008-08-29T07:47:00.000-07:00

girls who conceive before marriage are usually looked down upon..... now i think that's really stupid!!!thankfully.... in this 21st century more people are learning to accept it....

i mean what's so bad about being a single mum?? i think it's really wonderful because only a tough, strong lady could do it and that requires plenty of pluck!

so don't discriminate them!!!!!

look!!!........ you could practically see the bond of love shared between them..... and you do not need to care about a stupid cranky old husband but just devote your entire time to your kid......

so girls... the moment you're 18...... go screw a guy up(remember to enjoy it....it's the most important fact)...... get pregnant....and live your life to the fullest with your child!!!!

by the waaay......

!!!!!ATTENTION!!!!!

To guys who want to have sex without protection and NOT marry the girl if she gets pregnant...... call YAP SIN YIN at 1300-88-2525 because not only will you be able to satisfy your lust but at the same time fulfill her dream of becoming a single mum!!

!!!Reply ASAP!!!

so.............. Single Mums are They Dumb?? ........

NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Marriage and a little randomization...

2008-08-29T01:21:00.000-07:00

1. I'VE GT A NEW HAIR-CUT!!!!!!!!!!!!! yeaaaaaaaaaaaaa................ and now i look like RIHANNA!!!!!! oooooooopsie...... someone get a paper bag!!! jin rui is about to puke!!!

see the similarity???

2. Next........ i'm gonna show all of you a freakin-super-beautiful dress from Nichii which made me totally look great with all my curves showing and of course.......my pride......my joy...my boobsies.....

3. The main topic of this post............ MARRIAGE

most girls are brought up with the idea of getting married to dear old Prince Charming and living happily ever after...........

however.... unfortunately........that little bubble of dream only has a chance of 0.1% in c'min true! *shakez* so WAKE UP BABEZ!!! this IS reality!! look around you....... ask around....... you'll see what i'm saying......... there ain't no such thing as a happily ever after with no bumps in your marriage road or potholes....... it's just ridiculous.....moreover in this modern generation.... do you think there are still guys who can be faithfully in love with you...............forever???

why do you think he uses the word forever??

To delude you and make you fall into his trap! and there's only 3 things he may want you for... MONEY, SEX or REVENGE

Take a look at this:

5 years after your marriage

Before: darling... let me do everything for you.... i simply can't bear to burden you sweetheart..

Now : can't you do the cleaning yourself??!!! that's a wifes' and only a wifes' responsiblity!!!

10 years after your marriage

Before: oh my darling queen bee....your words are like honey that i shall treasure forever!

Now : damn!!! why are you so freakin boring?? don't you have anything new to say??!

15 years after your marriage

Before: angel of my heart.... i don't mind spending on you.....after all....you're my love....

Now : all that you do is just use MY money!! well i ain't getting anything for our anniversary so you might as well put any stupid ideas outta your head!!!!

20 years after your marriage

Before: you HAVE to marry me my dear!!! i can't live without you!!!

Now : how could i have ever married you!!!!

25 years after your marriage

Before: you have the loveliest body ever!! even better than a porn star!!

Now : omgwtf??!!!!! get outta my bed!! your boobs are so saggy and THAT is a total turn off!! you disgusting b**ch!!!

30 years after your marriage

He says......... he says........well......... forget it.........god only knows what he will say...........

so a little piece of advice for y'all...... go on and get married..... yea..... go through with all the ceremony........ try on all those fancy lacy wedding gowns and experience your 1st time sex.... but the moment you're done with him...... get rid of him........ yes....... GET RID OF HIM....... before he has the chance to hurt your pretty little heart......

if only girls are brave enough to do this........well............. then i'm sure no more girls will be breaking their hearts over guys but guys over girls!!!!

My..........(find out for yourself)

2008-07-27T01:21:00.001-07:00

i've been complaining ALOT about how terrible my life is.. but i realized what an utter idiotic simpleton i was.. because i have like some of the finest, incomparable, loyal friends ever!

i mean just look at that! we still play 'london bridge' regardless of our age...

and when i'm feeling down... i could always count on them to cheer me up with their kisses which is usually presented in their originally made unique way...

Intrrrrrrrrroducing.....

the 'GOLDFISH WAY'!!!!!

some .... well........ teach me really strange stuff like how to comb your hair(using a plastic fork)... this technique is well recommended for those with especially dry hair.... and they also teach me how to... RAPE GUYS!!

what with friends whos' style's 'orange is the new pink'... friends that promote peace... that tries to smash a balloon in your already smashed face.. life is DEFINITELY INTERESTING!!!

so.....this post is actually dedicated to all my besties out there who had stuck with me through everything though there were times when i could really be annoying and brainless.... thank you so much your encouragement, the knocking-sense-into-su's-head stuff and for all those tears and laughter that had enriched my life....

To:

Carmen, Jin Rui, Sin Yin, Woei Yee (whom i've known for a long time now)

Xeyiing, Qi Hua, Lap Zhen, Zhao Wei, Xiu Wen, Connie(my newly found friends whose value only now i realize)

and to many other friends....sorry if i did not mention your name..

this post is for you...

Fresh start..... fresh ideas...

2008-07-11T09:39:00.000-07:00

i'm restarting a new blog....welllll...... what's wrong with the old one? u may ask.... i've read it like over a 100 times and i realized itz way tooooooo NEAGTIVE..... yeaa..... so well....... this is gonna be a MUCh more cheerful blog! =D.......hmmm let me start with some VERY VERY disturbing piece of news i heard yesterday from my ketua pengawas....the "great" saw chia hui.....

saw chia hui: my teacher said u're weird
me: weird?? which teacher?? *grabs his shirt*
saw chia hui: balbil!

okaaaaaaay........ THAT is weird.....hahaz... anyway that small piece of news got me all bothered the entire evening... however at the end...i've come to a WONDERFUL conclusion..... i'm NOT WEIRD!!! just because

1. i have different ideas
2. i tend to act a little more like a kid
3. i'm always....welll nearly always... happy
4. i'm laugh loud
5. i talk loud

DOES NOT mean that i am weird.... but i am SPECIAL!!!! people think i'm weird because i don't act or think like what "normal" boring people do....... XD....... so it's not me who's weird....but.... THEM!!!! =D

*I never was weird, never am weird
i'm afraid you're the one, my dears*