waves of sunlight at sunsetas i've mentioned in my other post that i was exceptionally fine over my boyfriend or perhaps now my EX-boyfriend.... however....as the day drew on...... dark gloomy clouds hung in the sky and it soon stared pouring....... sunny-grandpa was crying for all the broken hearts out there...... so i started getting all emo-ish.... again....... as i thought about the 1st few mths into my relationship.....it was so sweet..........so real..........as if it could actually last........ even if not forever for at least a year..... so once more i called sin yin to go jog with me though it was actually drizzling quite heavily....as we jogged with earphones stuffed into our ears i started telling her bout my feelings and thoughts bout the break-up.....
luis told me before bout this girl who was living with him(the story of how she came to live with him is complicated and shall nt be mentioned)..........yessica is her name....... anywayz.......he admitted to me that he likes her during our mini break-up about a month ago but he said because of me he didn't go after her.......and she told me that she was going to move out cause she felt bad to me as she loved him too.........sooo.....i was just thinking....if he really gt together with her now........if he appears on her doorstep and tells her about his undying love for her, i'm sure she'd be really happy........i can actually picture her happy face as she embraces him, feeling warm, loved as tears of joy stream down her face cause she knows that he's hers now...... and i feel happy for her though there's still a slight pang of sadness in me....
as i step into my room...i think...'this is where i'd dreamt of him and all the possibilities that were in store'
no matter what.....one day i'm gonna meet him....cz i wanna meet the guy that i loved and who also loved me.... who knows?? maybe we'll fall in love again.....
i realized that i don't love him as much too..... in fact.... i think david archuleta's 'crush' is coming true for me..... that day......after speaking to han hui on the phone.....i felt something deep inside.... honestly speaking, i'm pretty excited in what the future holds for me and i await with great anticipation....
when you come to think of it......why be sad over a break-up?? in the 1st place he's definitely NOT mr. right or we both would have worked out.....so i'll keep on searching for the one who'll cherish the love i give him.....
thanks to the influence of sin yin.....i now feel like all these love, relationships are all a game......and I'll be sure to choose a dangerous mode..... after all.....that is the fun in life is it not??
To Luis Alberto Lagos Collado, THANKZ FOR THE MEMORIES!! We shall meet again!! I swearz!! XD
*No one can truly love me except he who understands the deepest core of my heart*
~Choc addict~
yeaaaaa i may look inoccent buuuuut....... you seriously do not want to be near me when i'm hyper!!!! because i'd be seriously 100% insane!!! (it occurs extremely frequently)
My english course had this joke telling session and here are some of the jokes that were really very entertaining.
I found out that one can really really dies of laughter.
!!WARNING!!
Some contents may not be suitable for those below 13 and I apologize should any of the jokes offend you.
A little boy wrote a note to santa saying, 'I want a little brother.' Santa wrote back a note saying, 'Send me your mother.'
3 guys, a normal guy, a sportsman and a genius were betting to see which one of them can make this particular girl moan the loudest. The 1st man made the girl moan quite loud. The sportsman made the girl moan louder but when it came to the genius' turn, the girl screamed. Out of curiosity, the 1st guy and the sportsman asked him, "What did you do that made her scream??" The genius replied,"Sometimes you have to use your head."
A mother tried to wake her son up for school. However, he doesn't wanna go.
Mum : Give me 2 good reasons why don't you want to go.
Son : Because all the students hate me and all the teachers hate me.
Mum : That's not a good enough reason.
Son : Now it's your turn to tell me 2 good reasons why I have to go to school.
Mum : 1st is because you're 50yrs old and 2nd because you're the
principal of the school.
A kid held a party at his home. When it was over, his mum asked him to clean the floor. So, he used a cake to scrub the floor. His mum was very angry and asked him why did he do such a thing and he replied, " Cos it's a sponge cake."
2 shaolin monks were meditating in the forest. Suddenly, an ang mo lang came to them and requested them to show him their magical powers. The 1st monk crossed a big river in 6 steps and the ang mo lang was really impressed. The 2nd monk crossed the river in just 3 steps and the ang mo lang was even more impressed. He then asked them if he could try crossing the river in the same fashion also and they replied yes. However he fell into the river with a huge splash. The 1st monk turned to the 2nd monk and asked, "Don't you think we should tell him where the rocks are?"
A teacher realized that her student wasnt paying attention in her class, so she called him out and ask him to join two sentences.
1. I was cycling to school.
2. I saw a dead body as I passed a cemetery.
The boy thought for awhile and replied.
"I saw a dead body cycling to school as I passed a cemetery."
A guy who was in love and his friend came to the house of the girl he wanted to woo. The girl's father caught them, and told them to go and pick 10 fruits. So, they went their separate ways. The guy in love returned shortly with 10 cherries. The girl's father told him to stuff those cherries up his arse without laughing or he would shoot him. As he just sucessfully stuffed the 9th cherry, he laughed and was shot by the girl's dad. In hell, the devil asked, " Why did you laugh when you were so close to winning?" The guy replied, " I saw my friend returning with 10 durians."
This guy, went into a pub and ordered 6 big glasses of beer.
Bar tender : What's wrong??
Guy : I just found out that my elder brother's gay.
The next day, the guy returned again and ordered another 6 big glasses of beer.
Bar tender : What's wrong this time??
Guy : I just found out that my younger brother's gay.
The 3rd day, the guy returned again and ordered another 6 big glasses of beer.
Bar tender : Doesn't anyone in your family loves a woman??!!
Guy : I just found out that my wife does.
What is the similarity of a sperm and the mayonnaise?
They're both lady's choice.
A japanese lady, a frenchman and Sammyvelu climbed to the top of Mt. Everest. When they reached the top, they had to show a part of their body that represents their country.
The Japanese lady showed her breasts and said, Mt. Fuji.
The Frenchman pulled down his pants and said, Eifel Tower.
Sammyvelu pulled down his pants, showed his arsehole and said, Batu caves.
If you didn't die laughing then too bad. But if you did......... CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hope you enjoyed it!!
i mean what's so bad about being a single mum?? i think it's really wonderful because only a tough, strong lady could do it and that requires plenty of pluck!
see the similarity???
2. Next........ i'm gonna show all of you a freakin-super-beautiful dress from Nichii which made me totally look great with all my curves showing and of course.......my pride......my joy...my boobsies.....
3. The main topic of this post............ MARRIAGE
most girls are brought up with the idea of getting married to dear old Prince Charming and living happily ever after...........
however.... unfortunately........that little bubble of dream only has a chance of 0.1% in c'min true! *shakez* so WAKE UP BABEZ!!! this IS reality!! look around you....... ask around....... you'll see what i'm saying......... there ain't no such thing as a happily ever after with no bumps in your marriage road or potholes....... it's just ridiculous.....moreover in this modern generation.... do you think there are still guys who can be faithfully in love with you...............forever???
why do you think he uses the word forever??
To delude you and make you fall into his trap! and there's only 3 things he may want you for... MONEY, SEX or REVENGE
Take a look at this:
5 years after your marriage
Before: darling... let me do everything for you.... i simply can't bear to burden you sweetheart..
Now : can't you do the cleaning yourself??!!! that's a wifes' and only a wifes' responsiblity!!!
10 years after your marriage
Before: oh my darling queen bee....your words are like honey that i shall treasure forever!
Now : damn!!! why are you so freakin boring?? don't you have anything new to say??!
15 years after your marriage
Before: angel of my heart.... i don't mind spending on you.....after all....you're my love....
Now : all that you do is just use MY money!! well i ain't getting anything for our anniversary so you might as well put any stupid ideas outta your head!!!!
20 years after your marriage
25 years after your marriage
so a little piece of advice for y'all...... go on and get married..... yea..... go through with all the ceremony........ try on all those fancy lacy wedding gowns and experience your 1st time sex.... but the moment you're done with him...... get rid of him........ yes....... GET RID OF HIM....... before he has the chance to hurt your pretty little heart......
if only girls are brave enough to do this........well............. then i'm sure no more girls will be breaking their hearts over guys but guys over girls!!!!
